impressions

Impressions.. one of the many things that humans use as a basis of judgment... Human Judgment is one of those things that once said out aloud may be extremely harsh or somewhat soothing to the ears of those who are listening.........Impressions are made the very first moment you make an appearance to a strangers eyes, the sound you make to their ears , the words coming out of your mouth and in some cases the aroma that flows to theirs nose.... As human we tend to already make up our minds at what kind of person stands before us because of these impressions...... we say the person is either, TB, emo , loser, nerd, gay or really cool... but little do these theories have any facts or evidence to justify these beliefs...... It is due to these impressions and ignorance at times that we have passed out the chance to meet someone who may be one of a kind, unique and special.. for everyone is special in their own way... For example Albert Einstein was once thought to be a pedestrian thinker because of his appearance .. boy did we think wrong.. now Albert is one of the greatest figures in science.... i am not saying that we should befriend everyone we see i am simply saying before you judge someone on their appearance or however else you would judge, just think to yourself first who are you to judge them....

Emotions

Emotions... one of the wierdest things in the human life.. Many feel it.. as do i ... many would be familiar with joy,anger,sad, guilt... these are just some of the many emotions one would go through in their life time.. but one that always gets me in particalur, is sadness ... hmmm to me there are so many levels of sadness.. there are those simple teary ones where u simply just cry because it touches u ... then there are those ones which i dread most, the one whenre u keep silent and to urself.... this brings me to the saying "heart broken" really we all know its not logical or possible for a heart to break.... but its the description, the metaphor for a feeling that other wise would be impossible to be put into words ...heart broken .... this doesnt particularl have to be when ur in love... not that i think... because today i feel it ... the feeling where my eyes are to dried to make tears where my lips are to tired to smile and my throat to dry to speak...... then this sudden pain is at my chest presumely at my heart... the feeling of it being pierce it makes u wanna cry but u just cant... the reason for such sadness.. i dont know ....who knows if i dont ... so whats my best medicine??? the cure for the broken heart???.....Everyone has their own soloution.. some drink the pain away.. some eat their pain ... then there are some who take their own life.. but to me and to many others the solution, the cure, the thing that will ease this pain is TIME

annoyed fustrated confused and some what emo

so this is the first blog entry... man where do i start i am so confused ... this only started yesterday.. the second day in a new year and bloody hell i am already lost and confused... its so hard to say to anybody how i feel.... well for sure its not love lust or hatred its more of self assesment.
Man fuk man wat do i do i dont know what to think or say.. how can i pissed at someone for being pissed at me its obvious i did something right?? so i dont have the right to be pissed at them ... but then again why is it so hard to just tell me why the fuk they were pissed at me in the first place it would make things more easy and precise... wellnot only am i annoyed at one but two farr but this is more ignorant of me for getting annoyed at someone because they were to passive or too friendly ...i know i was mucking around but if they told me to stop themself i would of stopped but they had to get it through another person...farrrrrrrrrr just amkes me fell even more annyoed but i know i shouldnt be pissed at them they should be pissed at me right?? fuk this man got me up all night jogging doesnt help hot long showers doesnt help either... FAR ALL I CAN SAY RIGHT NOW IS SORRY to those i unintentionally piss off..
but the real problem here is i begin to start to blame myself for this and wont let myself at ease dont get me wrong peopel i dont go cutting ymself .. my mind just wont relax and stop thinking so i cant sleep i cant eat and most of all i forget the purpose of socialising .. i dont wanna be a bitch so someone please tell me whats wrong with me.....