Regret, Pride and Stupidity

Living in a world where everywhere you turn and everyone you see your constantly being judge. To live in a world like such there is no blame for the insecurity that human beings are grown to live with... As a safety blanket we tend to hide these insecurities of ours through Lies and excuses... In front of others we would lie about our friends our family, our life and even our loved ones..Why?.. because we don't anyone in life to look down on us or we try to fit in... we lie about what we have, what we don't have and what we want... we lie so much in life that a point in life we begin to fool even oursleves we begin to lose our intuitions, our morales and even our true selves... then if there are any flaws within these lies... what do we do? we fill it up with excuses... but a jar can only hold so many cookies and our lives can only hold so much lies and excuses.... Once caught up in these lies we are at times unable to be honest because were scared of the word "pride".. by being honest we think we lose pride and makes us vunerable to being judged.. Sometimes we have to much pride and that can stand in the way of us being happy.. we're so caught up with trying to perfect ourselves in front of others and to our fake selves that we eventually loose this thing we call "happiness" ... We do things where we regret and knowing we have the chance we can fix it with sometimes what a simple word like "sorry" but why don't we do it? because ..because of the thing called pride.. we live in regret and realise at a point in time why we are so stupid.. what have we got to loose a bit of pride for our happiness.. So live life with a bit more courage and bit more dignity.. dignity not to the world and people around you but dignitiy for yourself do things that will make you happy... Too much pride= regrets= stupidity so I admit it sometimes i have to much pride and i think its time to realise i rather be stupid and happy then .. fake proud and self regret.. :) I'm with stupid

Waiting

LIfe is a waiting game, sometimes you wait for the perfect moment to ask a question, sometimes you wait for an answer and sometimes you just wait to hear those specific words and lets face it boys you know you wanna hear it as well. Sometimes the wait seems so long but then when it comes , it makes your day and relieves you of the burden of waiting. Then there are times when you're waiting to be asked something or wait to give an answer but you never get that chance and you keep telling yourself you can wait but really deep down you begin to ask yourself " really can i continue, can i keep waiting?", all the effort you put in just to hear those words but everyday it seems more unliekly to happen then at that point you begin to live in despair. With waiting comes hope and with hope comes despair. ife is the ultimate watiing game because everyone is born into world filled with waiting. Everyday we wait for something, may that something be waiting to see a loved one or waiting for the school bell to ring at the end of a day. We wait for the good and expect the bad. The bigger the thing we wait for the more hope we place in it, may that thing be a tattersalls ticket or even just a simple question. To live in a world filled with things to wait for we must learn to have patience. As human as we are and as unique as each individual we are everyone has their own tolerance of patience. Patience may be a virtue but waiting is a bitch. So with a set patience live , learn and respect. :) p.s. if your keeping someone waiting dont be a douche waiting is painful.