Regret, Pride and Stupidity

Living in a world where everywhere you turn and everyone you see your constantly being judge. To live in a world like such there is no blame for the insecurity that human beings are grown to live with... As a safety blanket we tend to hide these insecurities of ours through Lies and excuses... In front of others we would lie about our friends our family, our life and even our loved ones..Why?.. because we don't anyone in life to look down on us or we try to fit in... we lie about what we have, what we don't have and what we want... we lie so much in life that a point in life we begin to fool even oursleves we begin to lose our intuitions, our morales and even our true selves... then if there are any flaws within these lies... what do we do? we fill it up with excuses... but a jar can only hold so many cookies and our lives can only hold so much lies and excuses.... Once caught up in these lies we are at times unable to be honest because were scared of the word "pride".. by being honest we think we lose pride and makes us vunerable to being judged.. Sometimes we have to much pride and that can stand in the way of us being happy.. we're so caught up with trying to perfect ourselves in front of others and to our fake selves that we eventually loose this thing we call "happiness" ... We do things where we regret and knowing we have the chance we can fix it with sometimes what a simple word like "sorry" but why don't we do it? because ..because of the thing called pride.. we live in regret and realise at a point in time why we are so stupid.. what have we got to loose a bit of pride for our happiness.. So live life with a bit more courage and bit more dignity.. dignity not to the world and people around you but dignitiy for yourself do things that will make you happy... Too much pride= regrets= stupidity so I admit it sometimes i have to much pride and i think its time to realise i rather be stupid and happy then .. fake proud and self regret.. :) I'm with stupid