Monday, August 31, 2009

Friendship.. I am so confused..?

Omg its like third period of the day in school and i had to escape out of chemistry to blog because my mind just cant handle it anymore.. Not the stress of schoolwork or anythign of that sort but its just something that has been sitting at the back of my mind for a while now....
I have friends i mean everyone has friends but sometimes i wonder wat it means to really have a friend or what a true friend really is? recently a few issues have arisen in my life and it relates somewhat to friendship... I mean i know there are friends around me that love me for who i am and me love them for who they are, then there are those that i see as friends but i dont know why i get the impression that the feeling is not mutual... I get it that sometimes i can be a bit in your face or really annoying but if you claim your a friend you accept these things right? I mean i am the kind of person that when i realise i have done something wrong i will apologize and try my best to make a mend but soemtimes people just take things to far they do things or have actions which leave me doubting that there could be any chance of continuing friendship.. i mean that brings me down heaps... Then there are times when things i say or do are misinterpreted and like people take it the wrong way... *sigh * but hey life goes on i guess theres nothing more i can do when someone rejects my friendship right i mean i am a person now that if i say sorry i truly mean it not because someone wants to hear it... so friends take them for who they are and not wat u want them to be.. * sigh* i am really thankful for those i already have i love them all and they should know who they are... and if i have ever said sorry to you i truly truly mean it ... please dont take me the wrong way

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